I can feel it coming. I can usually get myself out of it before it hits full force but this time I can’t seem to shake it.
Depression.
I didn’t get it during the holidays this year but it has descended on my like a dark blanket smothering me. I’ve only left the house about three times in as many weeks. I feel kind of paralyzed. I seem to be unable to make any decisions or execute any actions to get me out of this.
I know it will pass. I just don’t know how long it will be or how deep down I will go. This is when living alone is not good.
I’m reading your blogs but I can’t seem to form any comments worth leaving. Bear with me.
This too shall pass.
Hugs.
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We should go to the coffee shop or something! I’m free this weekend.
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Hugs! Did you get your copy of that mindfulness book yet? Also, you might want to check out the link to The Gadfly Revolution on my blog, under “New Toy”, over at the side. I’ve found they’ve been giving me new things to consider, they are young but wise. 🙂
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i wallowed in mine for years until it finally took control of my life and made me face it… don’t let it take you that far,,, it is a long way back…. if you need me,, you know how to contact me… i am always here…..
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I hear you. Seasonal funk sucks. Let me know if you need anything!
P.S. Get some Anne Lamott non-fic. Trust me.
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((((Corina)))), we’re here, and we love you. You know how to reach me if you need anything.
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Corina,
So sorry to hear you are stuck in the black cloud. I have been there too many times and I feel for you.
Hey, we never did get together for breakfast or lunch. Maybe this would be a good time? I could come pick you up if you want.
Let me know. If not now, I would love to get together when you are ready.
Hugs,
Tamara
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Thinking of you xx
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Living alone does make it more difficult to get out. It’s hard to get inspired at times like these. It does pass, true. But in the meantime…
Calcium, St John’s Wort, and make your bed the instant you get up in the morning.
I wish I could mail you my cat for a day. She’s great at times like this.
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I’ve been thinking of you, and I should have called or emailed! Stupid me. I know without my SAD meds, I’d be a raving lunatic, or super-depressed living in my bed. With it I’m just sort of nutty and a little blue.
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Corina,
Just checking back in. I hope my previous comment did not seem trite.
I am familiar with depression verses “funk”.
I have experienced depression as a “tunnel” and I sincerely hope you are finding your way through.
I know it is difficult to resist the pull of the tunnel, especially when you live alone, but as evidenced by your blog, you are an intelligent and creative woman who is respected and cared about very much.
May the knowledge that you are not alone be a small light to guide you.
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I know how you feel, and how hard it is to believe that it will actually pass. It always does lift, but sometimes it’s awfully hard to wait it out. I’m thinking of you.
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Corina –
Keep reaching out, and know there are lots of people who care about you.
As you said, “this too will pass”. I hope it will pass quickly.
*hugs*
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*hugs* You have a lot of love out here in cyberspace. I hope it will help you. We’ll be here when you feel better waiting for your always special words.
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My god.
Do SOMETHING! Anything.
Don’t let it beat you down . . .
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Once, I had been in such a deep depression that I couldn’t get out of bed for almost a week. There’s a huge spectrum of negative feelings a person goes through when one is in this state.
Take your time and remember to take care of yourself.
Big Hugs 🙂
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Hey everyone…
I’m doing okay. Still in the dumps. Some days are less so than others but it’s lingering.
I’ve gone out a few times (thanks Kathleen) and I’m trying to distract myself.
I’ve been reading a lot. I think I finished two books in the last week. I’m well on my way toward a third.
I’ve been staying off line a lot.
Thank each of you for caring. It does mean a lot.
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Just catching up with you. I hope the depression is passing by now. Winter can be such a dark time.
Take care of yourself. *Hugs*
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